Basically it was just rough. The kids and I weren't getting along too well and I lost my temper. I feel terrible about it, but it's already happened so I just need to learn to watch myself better. It was everything wrapped into one. I was frustrated because of the yelling, because I miss home, and because I'm a woman. (if ya know whatimsayin') But it's over! No more because crazy. Haha. It's hard to let the kids know that you are the authority until the parents get home, and it's hard to keep the parents wishes fulfilled when you just feel like the bad guy! It's definitely a stressful job but the pros outweigh the cons so much. It's not even funny. Right now I'm complaining and being a stinker, but two years from now I know that I'll miss it.
Well we went to the pool today. It was really hot! But we weren't there too long, 4 hourish. But I had to leave early because Taylor was sooo tired! After I got off I went over to Brooke's house and we met up with her other Au Pair friends. They are all German and have these cute accents, and Brooke has this cute Australian accent then there is me. And my Utah accent. (Mountain. The T is silent.)
Anyway, we went to Starbucks and I just got a water, and they got like cappuccinos and cute drinks and I just didn't haha! But it was fun talking to them all and seeing what other people do and stuff. They all came to America in an Au Pair company and all met before I was even in the picture. Hopefully this most definitely goes somewhere!
Well. I'm pooped. NIGHT!
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